No idea why

 Sometimes I feel like I want to cry and I have no idea why.

Do you think I could write anything positive in this blog?

Do you think I could write anything positive in this book?

I don't know, I feel like its all going to be gloom and doom, along with bad spelling, gramma and hand writing.

So how am I feeling today? My energy is up today, still got a cough from the chest infection and can breath normally now. On antibiotics for it, been on it for three days now.

The only time I think about writing, lets call it a journal as a diary sounds too girlly. But every time I think about writing the journal, its because I'm angry or sad or life is sucking about something.

That's why I said is it just going to be me raging against the machine. I hope not, it would be nice to write about the positivise too.

The hardest part would be to keep up with this practise and make it a routine.

I do feel like we are all slaves to the system and we are still no different to wild animals, just with extra steps.